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Thursday, April 10th, 2003
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8:10 pm
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I find myself not having anymore time to do what i want to do. i never have time to go online, or to talk on the phone that long, or to watch tvwhen i want to, it really sucks. I wish for like a week i could take off a week from my life and just have a normal life where all i do is go to school and then after school i am free to do waht i want. Just for a week and then i would be refreshed and ready to live in my hectic life. It is finally getting to me and it is kind of sad. i cannot wait for everything in my life to end and then i can just relax and do school. i am sick and tired of not liking someone. i have not seriously liked someone for about two years now, and that is really sad. i do not talk to any guys anymore becuase i barly have any time to talk to girls let alone a guy. i find myself being able to talk to people younger and older then me, but not people of my age. i wish i would wake up and go to school and there would be a guy there that i would become good friends with that could turn into something more. i know i do not have a boyfriend becaues i am really shy around guys, but i wish for one day i could be myself around guys. it just makes me mad that i am always shy around them. i wish i could change, but at this point i am cursed. i will have to work on that. school is a pain in the butt and everything i do is an effort. i just wish it was the last week of school were you have your yearbook and you are trying to find everyone, but of anone to your sign your year book.
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